My MindSo many thoughtsEach one contradicting anotherwhen I start to get some orderThey start adding to the pilesMaking my state of confusion worseThe never ending pilesGitting higher and higherI feel as if its all gonna tumbleThen someone is hereThey help me with my thoughtshelp me sort everything outAnd when everythings down to a manageable size.......They turn on meThey take all my secretsAnd stab me in my backThen leave me thereTo suffer alonewith so many thoughtsEach one contradicting another.....
its a risk im willing to takeLoveLustSometimes its hard to distinguishbetween the twobut it's hard....not to be attracted to someonewith such beauty and strength as hespecially when he makes laughand smile when i don't feellike itTo him it's lustfor me it's loveI take him in because I'd rather it'dbe me than some other girlI know I'll get hurtbut for him it's a risk I'm willingto take.
Cold WinterWinterThe cold slowly freezes my heartBreaking it into piecesEach crack bringing me downEach fallen piece replaced with darknessColdMakes the leaves fall downLeaving the trees vulnerableMaking them have to survive the winter nakedI feel this wayWinterIt brakes down my wallThe wall I put up to keep from getting hurtWatching them cuddle to keep warmIt broke down my wallColdIt stripped me of my clothesLeaving me naked and aloneForced to bear with the cold aloneWith no one to keep me warmWinterThe cold makes me rememberRemember the good timesRemember the badRemember how you broke my heartRemember why I put up that wallColdNo one wants to help meThey already have an otherI will always be alone*sigh*WinterIt brings the snowBetter than rain?No Not betterIn rain you can cry without noticeColdIf only I could hibernateSleep the winter awayLike the animals doOr maybe fly southWinterIt brakes down my wallThe wall I put up to keep from getting hurtWatchin
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